All I Have
Author: Seizure


Time and time again, I'm tossed in the gutter
With no where to turn, I'm hated by my mother
Just when things work out, and all is going right
Happiness again, vanishes from sight
Some more of my friends, said I should go
When will it end? I may never know
But what I can see, as my life all ahead
Is a man so numb, with no tears to shed

I wish I could keep, just a good friend
But I know they will, all leave in the end
There's nothing I can do, each day grows colder
I know I'll be alone, when I grow much older
So what is the point, of my life in the end?
Just another wound, with too much hurt to mend
I'm growing impatient, I'm growing insane
When God will you, free me from all this pain?

Another year, has now passed me by
Still I must wonder, why can't I just die?
I've tried so damn hard, to make these things all right
But now I'm too tired, to try and go fight
Now my life is stuck, in uncaring hands
I've reached the rock bottom, I've no future plans
This is all I have, and all that I'll be
Why live in a world, that does not care for me?


Comments on this poem/writing:

Luc ( -- Sunday, November 24 2002, 10:08 am


i can diffently relate to that. nice poem.
Capricorn ( -- Monday, November 25 2002, 12:17 am

Same feelings

Good poem seizure - as usual. This one has much the same sentiments as a poem I wrote some months ago, especially the beginning. Must look it out & post it soon. Look out for it -it's called `Life is a Bastard'
Me ( -- Monday, November 25 2002, 03:31 pm


It made a good Dank song too :).
Seizure ( -- Wednesday, November 27 2002, 11:27 am

Thanks for the props Luc and Cap. I appreciate it... and I liked your poem Life is a Bastard too.
Pamela ( -- Wednesday, December 4 2002, 02:12 am

In particular

I particularily liked the lines "I wish I could keep just one good friend - but I know they all will leave in the end."
I know those feelings. You might like this quote I came up with....
"Friendship is a game show - somebody always loses and the grand prize always has a catch...."
Ashley R. ( -- Friday, October 24 2003, 05:38 am

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Nice poem. I know, this may sound really lame, but if u ever need anybody to talk to, just email me. (snip)
Name:                                           Remember Me

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