A Chance Can Make A Difference by Sweet Sara

It's as if the world is gone
Sitting here with all my pain
While your having tons of fun
And I'm driving on the wrong lane

I can't see the world without you
What should i do?
If i can't have you back
It's just so much that i lack

I dont wanna live
If i have nothin to give
I gave it all to you
But you stuck it under your shoe
And as you keep on stepping
I keep on falling

You threw it all away
Like if I were some kind of toy
Say what u wanna say
I don't believe a thing
You lied so much to be boy
That you dont have no more bling

Maybe I should just die
Since you think it's so funny
I don't want no other guy
Telling me I'm his sugar bunny

'Cuz even as i hate you
You're the only one i love
And you know you want me too
But you're too weak to accept it

It doesn't realy matter
If i go right now
With all their glammer
All eyes would be dry

I'll just climb up that ladder
To end my suffering
No one will be sadder
They probly wont even care

I'm up here already
It's a little chily
But if I bend
This chill will end

Up here on this roof
There's a lingering bad mood
But you're so much of a goof
That compared to you it's all good

Suddenly i bend down...down...
I'm realy sorry
I didnt mean to trip
It was thinkin of dieing
That scared me gasping

Down I go...down...
I didn't mean to fall
To die just like a dall
Without makin a sound

It all happened so fast
That now it's all in the past
Now i see a light
By doing this maybe i was right

It's turning a bit scary
I dunno for sure
This is something too crazy
I wanna go back I don't want more

I was only up there thinking
But i wasn't really going to do it
I was just talkin away my pain
When my feet lost their balance
I tried yelling
But it was a great hit
That day with the icy rain
I wish that you had given me another chance...

...And maybe this would have been different

Meridian (205.188.208.106) -- Thursday, March 18 2004, 07:52 pm

Good Paragraph
I love the whole poem; especially the first two paragraphs! We're in the same boat when it comes to being depressed. I don't get like that all the time; but I know it's no fun having it at all; that's for sure.

Sara (216.39.188.160) -- Friday, March 26 2004, 08:45 pm

thanks
yea its kewl to know someone likes ur poems n gets them as well thx for all ur nice comments.

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