My Darkness
2 April, 2019
author: Rebecca Ditch-Hammack (aka Dreamer)


Crawling inside my mind
I seek the answers
I seek the truths
and question myself

I wonder why I am the way I am
and what makes me be
I wonder of a truth of love
a word I sometimes doubt exists

I am troubled by life
the happenings, the greed
Those that take and give nothing back
The vampires of the living

Sometimes I think I have changed so much
and yet when I truely recall, I have not changed
My thoughts have always been deep
looking for answers in questions without

All I seek is peace in this turmoil we call life
Not to argue and feel anger and unease
I don't want to hurt and feel alone
or have it's ugliness pushed on me.

I linger in the quiet darkness
of whys and why nots
The difference I feel that is me
my sanity found in the quiet

I yearn for something that will never be
since non-conditional love sometimes feels only a dream
A condition that is not meant for me
in the quietness, I once again, brush me aside.


Comments on this poem/writing:

mental ( -- Tuesday, April 2 2019, 08:59 pm

To dreamer

I agree this world seems to get worse. I wish for the days back when it did not seem like now. thank for your words.
Dreamer ( -- Wednesday, April 3 2019, 01:43 am


Thank you for your thoughts... I agree..
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