That Feeling Of Pain by RainFlyer8

Ever get that feeling
That feeling when you cry
Like your soul is screaming
Like your heart just died
I live with that feeling
Every single day
I just want to close my eyes
And wish the pain away

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I feel it in my breathing
I feel it in my thoughts
You just can’t realize
How much pain was brought
Into my life that very day
A day I can’t explain
A day I’ll always remember
A day that’s filled with pain

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

And I’m so beautifully broken
There’s no way I can be fixed
I have and always will be
Blinded by pain’s tricks
I can feel my heart dying
And I know that I’m insane
Because I can see the beauty
In an un-washable bloodstain

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I’m in so much pain
Each day I become
As the pain grows
I feel that I am numb
There’s no way to help me
There’s no where to begin
I’m beginning to be so numb
That I can see Death’s grin

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I’ll always be regretful
I’ll always be ashamed
I know that there is no cure
For the way my heart is maimed
And I can’t stop the tremors
That crawl beneath my skin
I can hear pain’s old song
On a broken violin

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

As my outlook blackens
And my eyes loose their light
I can tell I’m fading
I won’t make it through the night
So its time to bid farewell
It’s time to leave this world
Because no one could save me
No one wastes time on broken girls

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

So I guess I’ve failed myself
Given up all my hope
The pain just outsmarted me
There was no way I could cope
With its secret powers
With its secret charms
I was so blinded
I couldn’t be alarmed

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

Is this the end
Or is this the start
Of a world
That’s breaking apart
I don’t know anymore
I’m so confused
Because my mind
Was so abused

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I can’t get it back
All I do is cry
I can only scream
I can only die
Not only the battle
I’ve lost the war
I’ll remember forever
I’ve got the scars

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I feel robbed
I feel deprived
Of something I deserve:
My very own life
But I can’t do anything
It’s time to go
Without telling you
What you should know

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I can’t fight it
And you can’t see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I wrote this one when i was thinking about how much it hurts when i cry. So i try not to cry anymore. And sometimes people dont really realize what exactly your crying about. But when i cry it takes me a while to stop because i cry about everything i can, and everything i need to cry about. Nobody understands that even if you started crying because of a scraped knee you may continue to cry about something deeper.

Shira (69.173.162.1) -- Thursday, July 7 2005, 01:03 pm

it's amazing isn't it?
When they say they care even after they make you cry like that...

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