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That Feeling Of Pain
Author: RainFlyer8

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Ever get that feeling
That feeling when you cry
Like your soul is screaming
Like your heart just died
I live with that feeling
Every single day
I just want to close my eyes
And wish the pain away

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I feel it in my breathing
I feel it in my thoughts
You just canít realize
How much pain was brought
Into my life that very day
A day I canít explain
A day Iíll always remember
A day thatís filled with pain

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

And Iím so beautifully broken
Thereís no way I can be fixed
I have and always will be
Blinded by painís tricks
I can feel my heart dying
And I know that Iím insane
Because I can see the beauty
In an un-washable bloodstain

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

Iím in so much pain
Each day I become
As the pain grows
I feel that I am numb
Thereís no way to help me
Thereís no where to begin
Iím beginning to be so numb
That I can see Deathís grin

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

Iíll always be regretful
Iíll always be ashamed
I know that there is no cure
For the way my heart is maimed
And I canít stop the tremors
That crawl beneath my skin
I can hear painís old song
On a broken violin

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

As my outlook blackens
And my eyes loose their light
I can tell Iím fading
I wonít make it through the night
So its time to bid farewell
Itís time to leave this world
Because no one could save me
No one wastes time on broken girls

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

So I guess Iíve failed myself
Given up all my hope
The pain just outsmarted me
There was no way I could cope
With its secret powers
With its secret charms
I was so blinded
I couldnít be alarmed

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

Is this the end
Or is this the start
Of a world
Thatís breaking apart
I donít know anymore
Iím so confused
Because my mind
Was so abused

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I canít get it back
All I do is cry
I can only scream
I can only die
Not only the battle
Iíve lost the war
Iíll remember forever
Iíve got the scars

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

I feel robbed
I feel deprived
Of something I deserve:
My very own life
But I canít do anything
Itís time to go
Without telling you
What you should know

My soul screams
My heart cries
And you can see
That look in my eyes
I canít fight it
And you canít see
How much the pain
Has taken from me

------- Author's Notes -------

I wrote this one when i was thinking about how much it hurts when i cry. So i try not to cry anymore. And sometimes people dont really realize what exactly your crying about. But when i cry it takes me a while to stop because i cry about everything i can, and everything i need to cry about. Nobody understands that even if you started crying because of a scraped knee you may continue to cry about something deeper.

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Shira (69.173.162.1) -- Thursday, July 7 2005, 12:03 pm

it's amazing isn't it?

When they say they care even after they make you cry like that...
 
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