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Faking It
Author: Confused

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I am trying to stop though it's hard to do, ya know
I have u convinced that im done
How could u believe so?
Cant you tell im still depressed
All sad and messed up inside
Wanting badly to cut
But not wanting to disappoint you at the same time
You give me pills to "ease the depression"
You say they will help
They don't
They only work for about an hour
Then its back to the same ol' me
Depressed, lonely, and confused.
I don't know what to think anymore
Just want to be left alone
Left to rot in the dark
Like so many people wish I would
But if it makes you happy
I will just continue on
Acting like im better
And like nothings wrong

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Comments on this poem/writing:

randi chrystine (205.208.174.139) -- Tuesday, September 30 2003, 10:57 pm

wow

That describes my life completely. Im glad to know that Im not the only one that feels like this. Thank you
mike (68.49.21.74) -- Wednesday, November 5 2003, 11:08 pm

whay the hell

this poem is good and god bless hoo ever wrote it
 
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