today i felt the sun upon my shoulders. The suddenly the sun hid behind the clouds and rain fell upon my head. I began to weep, fell to my feet. The pain was to much my heart was crushed. I cried for hours, upon that dirt road. The tears that fell, I couldn't say they were for you? Perhaps for myself. Today I awoke, not myself anymore. Not a scared little child playing games, not a scared little child writing poems about depression and cutting. The sun came out and I realized who I was. When I said I didn't belive in my lord, I knew I was wrong. He was there for me when you were not. I would like forgiveness, for all those that I have hurt. I would like forgiveness from myself for hurting my own. I want to wake up in the morning and smile because that's who I want to be. I'm glad I went on to find myself and who I really was. Thank-you my lord, and my family, and a tribute to all those who have helped along the way. I have finally discovered who I am, and I can smile about that.
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finally the sun has shone upon my face once more, and welcome back to happiness.
Comments on this poem/writing:
|anonymous (188.8.131.52) -- Monday, March 31 2008, 03:44 am|
this is really well written it describes so much it is sad and awakening and happy all at the same time it is truly an amazing thing to find your true self
|Alexis Sweet (184.108.40.206) -- Wednesday, September 8 2010, 10:14 pm|
Always and forever believe and have faith because other wise you have nothing
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