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They Call Me Ice Queen
7 August, 2005
Author: RainFlyer8

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Can I love you
Can I care
When I see you
Standing there
You poured your heart out
But do I feel
I think its sweet
But is it real
I feel apathetic
I feel cold
I have no emotion
As your thoughts unroll
I’m almost bored
I think it’s a waste
Of my time
And of my space
I’m the Ice Queen
Mistress of the wind
I’m so emotionless
My heart is thick-skinned
I’ve trained myself to be this way
It’s protection from the cruel
In order to prevent any pain
I’ve broken all the rules
Because I’ve let too many in
Too many who’ve betrayed my trust
If to prevent the hurt I need to be cruel
Then I will do whatever I must
My heart is invincible
No one can possibly melt
The wall of untrusting cruelty
No emotions are felt
People call me heartless
Cold, dark and unfeeling
I cannot deny this
Because truth is reeling
Inside my heart
That I am so cold
I’ve become my own enemy
My heart has been sold
To the winter itself
My heart is snow on the wind
I’m so untrusting of myself
There’s no place to begin
I thought of it as protection
From hurt, and sorrow
But I’ve hurt so many others
That I have in fact followed
The people who hurt me
On to hurt you
But I’ve been heartless so long
There’s nothing I can do
I don’t care that I’m hurtful
I don’t care that my looks can kill
I can freeze even the warmest heart
With excruciatingly precise skill
I’m perfect at my game
And there’s no way to stop
Me from hurting you
I won’t be affected
By your teardrops
I won’t fight it
I swear I’ll not try
I won’t be hurt again
I’d rather die
I’ll let no one in
That’s not a choice
I’ve got the blistering touch
And the arctic voice
I really don’t care
What anyone thinks
When they call me names
I don’t even blink
I rather like the nicknames
Because it keeps people away
I’m constantly distance
And it keeps people at bay
They call me ‘untouchable’
“Frozen hearted” and “Snowdrop”
But there’s just one name of all
That I have to name the top
I like this name
And people use it the most
I’m so proud of this name
I’m tempted to boast
This name describes me
As exactly as I seem
I’m almost emotional
When they call me “Ice Queen”

------- Author's Notes -------

I just wonder, who can be hurt so much that they become completly apathetic and frozen on the inside? But its the people who hurt them tthat bad that they become so unfeeling that are truly the coldest.

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