My mind is drowning in this confusion.
Should I go the way that she wants me to?
Or will I throw it all away,
just by letting go?
My mind imploding, as the sparks ignite.
My soul dissolving, as the smoke fades.
Will my heart be ripped out,
for the one that wants it most?
Or will I hold in all of my content,
so that it won't be visible?
Just as if, I'm the over seen shadow.
I can't hide from what holds me,
A grip tighting with every scene.
Can I truly hold the hand that haunts me,
A scare too unimaginable to witness?
But as I slowly drift away.
I being to drown in my sorrow,
And I'm unable to swim for the surface.
For it's too painful to see,
what the world has inside.
A pain like the knife against the skin.
You've blinded my eyes.
And Now,
I see the true color of fate.
A fate too unfulfilling like the hollow cage.
And my wall, ready to be torn down,
is made of loose bricks.
So drown me now
cause I'm just a lost soul,
drowning in this confusing.

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