Free Myself From Pain
With my knees in my chest I cry once again,
trying in desperation to free myself from pain.
She got to me again, I hear in my head,
why did I believe in all that she said?
My heart's breaking just like it did before,
I lay here alone unable to take anymore.
No more pain I've had more than my fair share,
why did I believe her when she said I still care?
I try my hardest to move on,
but I fall yet again when I realise she's gone.
Tears run down my face at the thought of her,
as I try to make sense of it all, my life becomes a blur.
A jaded picture clouds my mind and I know I'll never be the same,
a picture I'll never be part of, so in my mind I'll frame.
Emotions take over as my eyes again cry,
why did I believe every one of her lies?
I trust too much that's my trouble,
tried my hardest to please her, still she burst my bubble.
She built me up just to watch me fall,
no longer there for me when her name I call.
My fragile heart breaks as down fall more tears,
pain and heartache engulf me as I face my worst fears.
Unsure if my heart will ever breathe again?
Or if I'll ever be able to FREE MYSELF FROM PAIN?!
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