I put on the fake smiles
But on the inside,
All there is, is pain and betrayal
Everyone thinks I am happy
But it's only to hide the sorrow

I cry as everything starts to crumble
Crumble away into nothing.
As my world falls apart
and I feel alone

I look around,
There are people
They say they care
But why do I still feel alone?
Why do I still feel so alone....

I wonder if they will notice
When I finally break
When I go for the razors
And finally give up

I don't know why I try.
Life it just to hard for me
For I know the truth,
There is nothing really to believe in,
Everyone just needs someone to believe
They can't trust themselves
They are brainwashed

I wonder who will cry
When I finally die
Will I be missed?
Will I be remembered?
Or will I just be a distant memory

No one will know,
until the time comes
Which I believe
won't be too far away...

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