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Weak
Author: RainFlyer8

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Confidence is a privilege
Permitted to the strong
If I had an ounce of self-esteem
I wouldnít be crooning this song
To myself in the dark
Where I am most afraid
That the reaper will ask a price
That cannot be repaid
I pretend that Iím apathetic
But I know that canít be true
When Iím feeling so much pain
Iíve been robbed of all virtue
I was so naÔve
Trusting and Forgiving
But that was when I was young
When I had life worth living
Thereís no point in trying anymore
My heart is fragile glass
I donít have the will to try anymore
My mind has become immoral and crass
I swear Iíd give anything
To have my old life back
But my eyes are completely blank
And Iíve forgotten how to laugh
Iím too weak to kill myself
Because I fear the same
Thought I know whatís coming
Because my life will stay the same
The emotion has become predictable
I know where Iíll be in the end
My family is finally recognizing it
And theyíll be smart enough to send
Me to the mental institution
Because I know thatís where I belong
Iím becoming impatient
Whyís it taking so long
I want to finally leave
I want to be educed with
Mind-numbing drugs
I want to be among my people
I want to be a slow-minded slug
I have no future
I lack the care
Iím cruel-minded
I have a blank stare
Who cares anymore
No one it seems
My only escapes
Are my tortured dreams

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Comments on this poem/writing:

Meridian (205.188.116.203) -- Saturday, November 12 2005, 09:54 pm

oh so wonderful

Rainflyer8! Another wonderful poem! Weak! This was hot!
he (86.147.121.202) -- Tuesday, November 18 2008, 11:47 am

great poem

your talented this is really good
diana (202.169.233.55) -- Thursday, March 5 2009, 04:16 pm

asking permission

hey, can i use ur poem for my blog????? just 2 express myself in ur words off course n acknowledgng de author as u. Thank u. Pls do let me know :)
yessica (96.4.164.26) -- Thursday, April 23 2009, 03:09 pm

weak ide strong side poem

i need a poem for my school can i copy this poem please
 
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