Traitor by Scorpio

He kissed me and kissed me
Yet I haven't a clue
The one thing I wanted
Was the thing he couldn't do

I made love with my lover
I gave him my soul
And I turned my back
I completely switched my role

I switched back and forth
Without an idea or choice
Both swept me off my feet
And left me without voice

But he kissed me and kissed me
And I did enjoy it so
But I feel like such a traitor
For letting my lover go

I did something very wrong, which I shouldn't have... I am in love with an amazing guy, who was the one person I would do anything for and has been through more with me than anyone would know. But recently, I had fallen into a school girl's crush which went terribly wrong. He kissed me, and the two worst parts about it was that I enjoyed it and led him onto it, which I did without realizing. It was only a little peck, but I still feel so guilty; so filthy... What's even worse than that, is I was terrified to tell my lover of this. I told him just earlier that it would be best to separate for a while to clear my head, but now I feel even worse. I just hope he'll find it in his heart to forgive me- I think I might have to let him go, and get rid of this stupid idea of a crush...

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