Dear Everything,
I think you’re there, I think I felt you there. I hope I did, because I already love you.I don’t want to know if you’re not, because I’ll just feel foolish. Please don’t take yourself away from me. Be real, cause I need you. I know it’s just a childish dream because I'm too young but I need you here because I’ve wanted you from the very beginning. I know I should think logically, the consequences and whatnot. But I don’t care because as long as your mine, I’ll stick by you through it all.. I mean it. How can I love something so much when it might not even exist?

We don’t need anybody else to help us, because I’m gonna be the best there is and I will always take care of you. No matter what, you can always trust in me little one. Even if you are there, you’re not really ‘there’ are you? You’re very small and you’re not a person yet. But you’re inside of me and that’s real. Oh please let this be real.

I’ve already thought of your name, Katie or Joshua. But right now, I’ll call you Everything.. because you are, you’re everything to me and I’m never gonna let you go, ever in the whole wide world. I’m always here for you.

I know this girl who got rid of her Everything, I don’t understand how she did. You’re mine, you’re totally dependant on me and I’m gonna always make sure that I won’t ever let you down and I’m gonna give you the happiest life imaginable.

Can you hear me in there? I wanna tell you every day how much I love you. It’s just gonna be you and me, forever.

I love you with all my heart. Please be real my little Everything.

Love,
Mommy.

This is based on a book I read called 'Dear Nobody'.. it's about this young girl who gets pregnant and she writes letters to her unborn baby. At first she doesn't want her baby and tries to get rid of it which is why she calls it 'Nobody' but then afterwards she learns to love it and she is very protective of her little Nobody. It's so emotional because the letters really give the reader a sense of how much she loves her unborn child and I wanted to do something like it. But different, in the style of she thinks she's pregnant and she hopes she is because she's already in love with it. Kind of inspired off real experiences in the way that I really want a baby, now, and I already love my child when it hasnt even been created yet. So.. I kinda wrote it off that. Hope you like it.