addiction, described in many ways, physical, emotional, i think i have the signs of having all of these, im taking these things that now make me weak in the knees, they make me shake and make me studder, but inside i feel much better, the mirror sits as i stare myself down. i know its bad and i know its danger but the rush is so much greater. its easy access all around nothing too much trouble. i cant help these urges i get, i cant help the thoughts and wonders. im addicted i use them every chance i get, every time the clocks go 3 more hours, its time for more. sucking me in, and making me do things i never did before, hurting people and myself.