It finally happened, I never thought it actually would but it did. We decided to go our separate ways after 7 years. You will always be my best friend, no matter if your not around. But I have come to realize what some told me for so long, he's not good for you, why to you stay to get treated this way. I never saw the all the things they pointed out to me. Why was I so blind? Why did I let you tear me down? It all gone but its for the better, even though now all that shows is a broken heart. I hope to over come this habit of reaching for the phone and looking for your name, when I think of it, its like a unbearable pain. I want to grow stronger, because I am ME, and you cant hold me down. I will go with the one I love now, who shows me a world of color, and not a shade of gray. Its hard to say but maybe I will get over you... its hard to watch you be with someone else too, and to hear things are well. But someday soon, i hope to smile and never look back. I will go on with the life God has planned for me. The girl sitting here is no longer held down by a weight over her shoulders, and restricted to things. This girl will grow and over come her sorrow. I'm just thinking about tomorrow and it being a new day, and step closing away from all of this.

sorry if this was messy, right now im facing many emotions. A best friend and old boyfriend currently decided to go separate ways, its really hard. but i have a boyfriend for over a year who i love with all my heart, an its really hard to let go of this friend, but im trying! I haven't cried today which is a good thing!
leave inspiration please, advice and anything nice!!