Now as I leave this awful earth,
Why must I live this sort of curse?
My lifes not good and wont ever be,
I want to leave a few notes for all to see.
I've loved you mom from the very start,
And I am so sorry to finally break your heart.
But what I'm doing I jus must do,
I can't contiune hurting you.
You say words to make me smile,
And I say words that might hurt a while.
But inside I love you, so dont forget,
You've raised me mom from a little pip.
So as I go on to this perfect place,
Please remember me here, if only my face.
And to my father which I knew not well,
I just might see you deep down in hell.
You've lied, cheated, and treated me like shit.
But I miss you dad so come back and sit.
I wanted you there for my first kiss,
My first date, and my first caught fish.
But you missed it all and now it's all gone,
It's in the past so keep singin' your song.
And it's all locked up and I don't mind,
If we could only turn back the hands of time.
To you Aaron you've been my brother,
You've influnced my life like none other.
So when I leave and say goodbye again,
Don't think of me now but like way back when.
I'll miss you lots and you know I care,
But this world is just too much to bear.
As I move on to this better place,
I'll try to leave you with a quick taste.
My life tasted like shit and it always has,
You don't know the deep dark secrets of my past.
To my baby you know who you are,
You were here once but now so far.
I love you with all my heart,
I always have, from the start.
But now I have to go and play again,
I dont know where I'll be but, it's time to begin.
It's my last day and it's time to face,
I'll be put in my proper place.
I'm sorry I've hurt you like this,
But I'm tired of not getting kissed.
As I move on now to that perfect place,
You'll all just soon forget my face.
But please don't forget my heart, my soul.
As I'm about to die, a 14 year old
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|Callie (220.127.116.11) -- Thursday, April 22 2004, 03:18 am|
I know how it feels- hang in there
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