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Just Beautiful
Author: LinzAy

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Many changes in life are unintended
Many actions creating consequences unexpected
April 1st 2009 changed my life forever
Creating, at first, thoughts of a storm I’d have to weather

In just a moment I felt so many different things
With thoughts of cribs, baby clothes and teething rings
I cried and I hurt because I felt so alone
Dreading the situation and having to face it on my own

I first acknowledged you as my “Beautiful Disaster”
Something I didn’t want to acknowledge as my heart beat faster
I cried for a while, and then I cried some more
Feeling as though I somehow always messed my life up by choosing the wrong door

I felt guilty for crying and having thoughts of sadness
But for a month straight couldn’t let go of thoughts of madness
But May 8th 2009 brought with it a new attitude
I saw arms waving and legs kicking and acknowledged you

I accepted you on May 8th as my baby who I would soon hold
I put your picture on my phone…now you’re just “Beautiful”

------- Author's Notes -------

A new chapter in my life has just begun...

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Comments on this poem/writing:

Everett (32.171.125.231) -- Saturday, May 16 2009, 06:08 am

Congrats...

A new chapter indeed! I'm sure everything will work out great for you. Congrats and Im very happy for you
LinzAy (72.189.109.194) -- Saturday, May 16 2009, 01:32 pm

Ev

Thanks for your words of encouragement and support! Means a lot.
 
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