You are driving me mad yet again, I saw you with your girlfriend. You both ready for her prom I had to admit that she looked beautiful. You looked dazed in thought and I could tell from out conversation the previous day you didn’t really want to go.

You took my breath away yet again, your slender body dressed as a prince. The one thing that you hadn’t changed was your hair and that cheesy smile that warms me inside.

In the conversation that we had the previous day you asked me if I would come and see you in your suit so I said yes of course taking an opportunity to see you again. I was panicking because I thought I had missed you; I had just come home from the stables but some one called and told me you hadn’t.

I didn’t care what I looked like I quickly walked up to see you. You were busy and we had no time to talk, I felt uncomfortable stood there not knowing any one there. Your girl friend looked at me as if I was something on the bottom of her shoe. I went home, heart screaming what I kept it bottled up inside.

If only you knew what I felt towards you, then you would understand that love comes in many ways. I don’t know if you love me, I don’t know if you care for me. Would you accept me because I look different? These things spin around in my mind 24/7.

I can’t help looking at you most of the time; it’s an out of control habit that I can’t shift. The day that our eyes connected was like someone had paused time, everything seemed to have stopped for a few second. Suddenly time continued as if nothing had happened your eyes glided away from mine, as this moment occurred I felt dead, my pulse so slow I could feel it.

Sometime I just suddenly see you smiling at me in my mind, this make me smile as if you are a part of me. Your soft gentle hands that rest on my shoulders makes me feel whole again. Your deep brown eyes that make me wonder and your inviting smile that drives me crazy.

I need you, I understand you, and I love you