My Heroine, but to me, she has become like heroin and i have become addicted. The more of herself that she reveals to me, that much more of her i seem to want.

Sometimes i feel like i am loosing my sanity, because even in my subconscious, she is the beautiful one for whom my heart palpitates. My thoughts are fixated, my dreams are dominated, she seems to be forever on my mind.

To say that i want her, well that would be an understatement. You see on this i have contemplated, i have even tried to meditate. I have thought and i have thought until i was long and hard, but i hesitate, because my heart knows that she will never be mine.

Like they used to say back in the day, it's insane in the membrane. My Heroine, has become my heroin, my drug of choice, cause that's just how bad i want her.

Now i know, that she doesn't feel what i feel, but what i feel is real and if it ever happened, i would become addicted. Sitting in meetings, confessing to people, that i don't even know. Standing up talkin bout...hi my name is Crayton and i am a Heroine addict.

What i'm tryin to say is this.. She's got me feenin for some love, and this love is like a drug and i have become addicted. Now, just for one day, i wish that we could spend all day, just the two of us, all alone, going fast and slow, me and her, gettin high.