Now I know I'm the one to blame
it wasn't you that went insane
I've felt the heat, I've felt the flame
The world left me alone in pain
I wish I could go feel the same
As I did before all the shame
But fate unfolded as it came
I've lost my life I've lost my name

I've lost my strength it is a drain
I've too much pain stored in my brain
It's the life I can't attain
I wish I could f*cking explain
I have no soul I've only pain
I try to die, I slit my vein
My blood will circle, blood will drain
It's my soul I can't sustain

Can you feel what is real
Man I only want a meal
What's the deal I can't heal
Who can I try to appeal?
I've lost at life I've lost at death,
I've lived my life on crystal meth
I've lost my will I've lost my breath,
Blink out light upon my death

Please stay away, I've gone astray,
there's nothing left for me today
I try to pray, I just decay,
I know I'll never be okay
So f*ck it all and f*ck you too,
You've no clue what I went through
I hate the world I'm always screwed,
So with that sh*t I'm f*cking through

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