Can't overcome this anger
I can't overcome my fear
It feels like i'm in a suicidal coma
And my eyes stay silent and ready to tear.
But the war that impedes my thoughts
Are planning to be enraged
This sinister potent insight
Is about to be engaged.
I feel it below my skin
It struggles against me
I struggle to keep it in.
Am I finally losing this battle
After all these years
Losing my parents,losing a son,fighting a war
All those lost pieces of soul as being empty nears.
Is this thick wall thinning?
Is the fire that held
Not really winning?
I can't read my own mind
I can't remember my own reflections
I am a loner in my own mind
That's full of rejections.

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