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Youthful Years
Author: KitKatrina

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Lately I donít understand,
What has gotten into me,
Iím not acting like myself,
As far as I can see,
Iíve been doing things lately,
Things that I hate people for,
So why am I doing them?
I donít know who I am anymore,
Last night I started crying,
With my boyfriend by my side,
Tears wouldnít stop falling,
These feelings I couldnít hide,
All my emotions became so mixed,
I was anxious for no reason,
I donít know who I can trust,
Or for that fact who I believe in,
I was arrested for shoplifting,
My first time and my last,
I was with my girlfriends,
Just hoping time would pass,
Then I got drunk the other night,
Something I would never do,
Where is daddyís little girl?
The one that always pulled through,
No one could influence her,
She did everything her own way,
Obviously somethingís happened,
Because that girl has gone away,
When I start thinking back,
On everything thatís gone on,
I think of what my dad would say,
And Iím glad that he is gone,
I know it sounds terrible,
But I could never let him down,
Even though he is deceased,
I can still see his frown,
I know we all experiment,
In our youthful years,
But now that Iím at that age,
Experimenting is my worst fear,
God forgive my behavior,
And help all those in their youth,
Not everything you do is okay,
And I know thatís the truth.

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