Over The Edge by Melissa

I'm over tha edge
Over thiz edge, iz a hole
Thatz six feet deep.
Should I take thiz fall or not?
If I don't take thiz fall
What will I become?
If I take thiz fall
Will I die? Or will I cry?
Will I regret leavin thiz world?
Leavin thiz world, that iz surrounded by evil?
Will I go to heaven or hell if I take thiz fall?
I don't want to burn in hell.
I want to go to heaven, but I see I itz not ma time yet.
If I take thiz fall
Will people realize that I aint around n e more?
Or don't they know I even exist?
If I don’t take tha fall
What will happen?
Will I just be forced over tha edge?
You, ma so called father, iz causing me to fall
Fall over thiz edge
Thiz edge of darkness!
Thiz edge of evil!
Thiz edge of loneliness!
Don't you even care bout me?
Me ---
Your daughter?
I don't care if you care bout me,
But to let you know
You are going to go
Go over thiz edge
Thiz edge of darkness,
Thiz edge of evil,
Thiz edge of loneliness,
Thiz edge ---
When you fall over tha edge,
It will be hell,
And you will burn in it,
And I will just look down at you and say,
“You got what was coming to you, for tha 25 yearz of hell that
You put us through, you are payin for what you done, and I bet you regret it,
And if I was you, I would regret every damn thing you've done to us!
As I watch
Watch you burn,
And cry for ma help ---
Ma help to help you out of tha edge
I walk away and think, he'z outta thiz world,
And outta ma life, let him burn, itz what he deservez
Now here'z what leavez me
Should I take tha fall?
Or just keep walkin away…
I think I will walk away, he'z outta here,
I won't need to take tha fall
Why should I take thiz fall for him?
He'z over tha edge now,
I don't need to take tha fall for him
He'z now over tha edge---
Tha edge of darkness, evil, and loneliness.

thiz poem was wrote for ma so called dad, itz just how i got feeling last night, sum dayz or nightz i get depressed coz of him, even though he'z outta ma life now!!!

jessi (66.66.4.38) -- Friday, January 3 2003, 01:05 am

wow
hey, thats really deep. im sorry that u were havin troubles with ur Dad. no one deserves it. and really nice writing. i like your poems. keep writing girl!

Jessi (64.12.96.231) -- Wednesday, February 19 2003, 02:02 am

thanks
yea i'm sorry too. I am even more sorry that i have to put the way i feel in writing instead of telling my dad in person. I cant tell him in person because for one he'd be too "busy" to listen to what i have to say hes told me that before. And he lives in TN now. I've tried telling him before but he wouldnt listen, he just said he didnt have time to listen to me at that time. So now all i got is to put it in writings, because i cant tell him in person. I truely think if i told him in person then i would be a happier person.

oops meant that ^ to be to Jessi (64.12.96.231) -- Wednesday, February 19 2003, 02:03 am

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