Death Dreams by Sax

I know I need to live on,
to not dwell on the past,
to be glad for what I have,
and forget about what I dont.

But you know what?
I can't do that.
My heart keeps screaming,
things keep collapsing,
shit around me continues to fly.

The demons are let out of the cage,
theyre running around in my head.
I never should have done something,
I should have kept my mouth shut and kill myself.

I need to rupture my throat,
I need to scream and shout,
vomit all the negativity bottled up inside.
Purge my system of this crap.

I had a dream once,
everything was perfect,
everyone was happy.
I fed that dream too much hope,
and when it crashed,
I realized that it was stupid of me to do it.

Dreams only live to die,
and all I do is dream,
so is my fate linked to my dreams?
Am I to die like my dreams?

Em (203.27.87.11) -- Saturday, September 21 2002, 08:22 am

Dreams
Hey, this poem is full of honesty. When I write, I can never be as honest as what you have. You're very talented. xoxo

me me... faye (195.92.67.68) -- Sunday, December 15 2002, 03:29 pm

wow!
i luv dis poem...it explains alot of my feelings 2. these r wonderfull poems, plz dont stop.

allie (24.70.154.47) -- Monday, December 23 2002, 10:38 pm

you are sooo talented
omfg i <3 your poem it touched me..lol i love it and the rest of your work keep it up!!!!

abby (205.188.209.71) -- Friday, December 27 2002, 07:45 am

your a great writer
u r a really good no good isn't the word its more like great i mena u r sooooo talented. u should make a book im going to buy it for srue just let me know when it goes on the shelf!

anyonomous fan (206.45.6.115) -- Thursday, June 5 2003, 04:12 pm

great writer :)
this poem touched me like nothing else has before. It broguht my life back, even though I though it would never happen. You are a genious and for that I am truely thankfull. I will be back and will thank you later

heaven a.k.a sad girl (68.43.99.209) -- Monday, December 22 2003, 07:41 am

SO HONEST
YOU ARE SO FULL OF THE TRUTH

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