Mind Games
14 May, 2002
Author: Sax
Make it stop.
Make it stop.
Make it stop.
Hatred - Pain,
Lust - Misery,
Wanting - Loneliness.
War of a mind,
the Duel of equals,
the body the arena.
I'm a two sided coin,
gentleman on one,
demon on the other.
They both fight for control,
this is so maddening.
I want one side to win,
I am rooting for the demon,
I don't want to care anymore,
I don't want to love anymore.
I feel like I'm dying inside,
I feel like I'm going insane.
We all live in a good and evil world,
some nurture the good in them,
others the evil.
It appears I've nutured both.
Am I crazy?
Am I a freak?
Am I even worth all this?
I want my demon to win this time,
I dont want to care anymore,
I dont want to love anymore,
I just want this all to go away
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Comments on this poem/writing:
| madeline (204.234.17.5) -- Wednesday, April 16 2003, 07:01 am i think your poems great. I also think I know just a little too well what you mean. -K-? |
| silent bells (165.29.58.126) -- Friday, August 31 2007, 03:18 pm i believe that we all feel like that sometime... well most the time for me but i'm weird so oh well!! |
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