Faded by Seizure

I took a walk outside, the breeze moved my hair
I thought about it all, and all my despair
I thought that you would help, but you went away
You swore you would return, you haven't since that day
I felt secure with you, I loved you so damn much
Why can't you be here? Why reject my touch?
I'd give everything, to hold you in my arms
You were so special, and had the perfect charms

When you left me here, I just lost my way
Time and time again, I went back to that day
Just what did I do, and why did you lie?
When you left our home, you didn't say goodbye
After all we've shared, you want me to drown
You've gotten your wish, you've broken me down
You're not gonna change, I see who you really are
You hate me so much, I am a fading star

After all these years, you walked back into my life
Like nothing happened, and swore you'd become my wife
I thought about you so much, and now that you're really here
I know I don't need you, that thought is so clear
You need me again, that is quite the surprise
You looked up at me, the spark faded from my eyes
The man that I was, will never be here again
All the joy I had, faded from my skin

You died the next day, laying in my bed
You shot heroine, until your eyes turned red
Now I sit alone, only hurt remains
I pass everyday, through the window panes
I don't speak these days, I eat hardly at all
My power's shut off, I am ready to fall
I am no one now, just leave me here to die
I have tried my best, but now my life's run dry

Ash (65.73.59.236) -- Tuesday, October 14 2003, 08:29 pm

Favorite
This was my fave out of the three. It is amazing how you can go from being so hopeful in one to the edge of death on the next. But that sets you apart from others, which is good.

Ashley R. (66.53.130.215) -- Sunday, October 19 2003, 05:05 pm

Bravo
This poem shows alot of thought and effort put n2 it. Another good one from Mr. Seizure himself. Good job

Seizure (68.19.43.36) -- Sunday, October 19 2003, 07:40 pm

Ash & Ashley
Thanks for taking the time to check this one out. I didn't think this one would ever be read with how far down it was on the new poem list... I'm glad to see at least a few people saw it. Thanks a lot for the nice comments.. they were very much appreciated.

LinzAy (67.8.214.156) -- Monday, October 20 2003, 11:07 pm

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Hey Seiz...wish i had the online time to catch up on all of your new poetry.......Like this one....:)

Terrie* (65.148.212.201) -- Wednesday, November 5 2003, 06:00 am

sigh.....
this is a magnificant poem...but..... i must add it is soooooo sad.....i admire your work.....beautifully written...you definently have and inspirational way of writing and portraying your words...they are SUPER.....continue to share your insights w/us....

KJP (67.112.79.23) -- Saturday, January 31 2004, 09:28 am

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I had spent atleast 1 hour reading all of your poems and not one wasn't good. You really know how to put your feelings into poetry and eventhough I try to it never even comes close to yours continue to write great poetry and I will continue to make comments.

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