Does everyone really like me, or am I all alone
No one sends me letters; no one calls my phone
I feel so trapped, just so damn isolated
The fact that I'm ignored, now makes me feel hated

Can you please forgive me, for all the wrongs I've done
I have hurt everyone, now I'm the selfish one

Once I was alive, now I'm left for dead
All of this happened, because of what you said
I only tried to be a friend, was that too much to ask?
You want me to explain myself, but it's too hard a task
I keep everything tucked away, bottled up inside
I know it hurts me more, and leads to suicide
But what can I do, I try more now than ever
I have one weak link, my emotion I must sever
I will stop this now; I will not face defeat
Now I know I will die, a victim of conceit

Can you please forgive me, for all the wrongs I've done
I have hurt everyone, now I'm the selfish one

I am so ashamed; I have carved my arm
I did it on purpose; there's no cause for alarm
It may look like hell, but my mind is now free
My god, look what I've done, can someone help me?
I cry as loud as I can, no one cares to hear
It came as no surprise; it was my only fear

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