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Self Abuse
19 November, 2003
Author: Tzuhsi

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So empty inside
Fighting to survive
No more tears
No more pride
I never do anything right
It is always wrong
No matter how hard I try
I need to self harm
Don't be alarmed
I know it is different
And not accepted
It is just something I have to do
When I am sad and blue
I get an extreme rush when I cut through the skin
Watching the blood flow
I start to feel alive again
This is my drug
One I did not want to choose
To cause harm
In the form of
Self Abuse

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Comments on this poem/writing:

mental (66.153.164.114) -- Friday, November 21 2003, 06:35 am

memories, still around

Tzuhsi, i know your pain and still live it sometimes it seems as i get older i can supress them sometimes.
i have a scar on the wrist it reminds me a lot.

and also i love your poetry nice work good feeling output
tzuhsi (205.188.209.13) -- Saturday, November 22 2003, 04:13 pm

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thanks mental I understand about being able to supress some things. What scares me the most is when I am not able to supress. Thanks for reading
mental (66.153.164.250) -- Sunday, November 23 2003, 04:49 am

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yea that's the hard part especially when your alone and your thinking of quick ways to go.and just get away.
 
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