Molested by Sweet Sara

Some say it doesn't count, that I was young at the time.
Although I wasn't even 10 yet, I felt like I was worth less than a dime.
They say I shouldn't worry, that It doesn't really matter.
What they don't know is that the doctor said I have a problem with my kidneys and bladder.
It's not kidney stones, disease or something that bad.
But it is something that will stay there to make me remember, and make me sad.
Atleast I couldn't get pregnant, and thank God i didn't die.
But I still ask God to badly punish the dream hunting guy.
Most of my guy-friends say they will someday kill him.
Like if they can win against a guy who spends most days at the gym.
But to know that the worthless teenager is my own relative
Makes me want to run to Mexico, find him, and not let him live.
I know that he is in the hospital, doctors getting the drugs off his body.
But he will never change, he will always be nasty and sick mentaly.
I shiver at the thought of him saying he wished I wasn't his cousin.
Just so that he could repeat once again his terrible aweful sin.
Many say my memories will someday be away and gone.
Well, I'm sure that it will happen, but it'll take pretty long.
For now I'll try to enjoy this life to the fullest.
Because you never know which day will be the last.

Korie Poleo (68.221.247.246) -- Friday, May 7 2004, 12:41 am

sara
sweet sara, im very sorry about what happened to you but i can relate. i just wanted to tell you that i can relate and that your not alone. those memories will be inside you forever and you wont ever forget them.

Sara (216.39.188.50) -- Saturday, May 15 2004, 10:50 pm

dear Korie
thanks for ur comment it made me feel a bit better. i know i am not alone and ill get past it even tho the memories will still be there. thx.

dani (211.26.115.220) -- Monday, April 3 2006, 01:37 pm

me too
So many innocent emotional lives are taken, yrt no one seems to give a damn enough to change things.

kayy (74.234.108.160) -- Thursday, July 16 2009, 04:13 am

amazing job
i can totally relate 2 ur feelings in this poem...., i had the same thing happen 2 me

this is a really amazing poem

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