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I Was Never Good Enough
29 June, 2004
Author: Crush Me

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Pretty and Pure what they all see,
they think she's been blessed,
but nobody can see inside all my unhappiness.
Games of pleasure and pain,
it's all a blur to me.
It's right in front of my face whats going wrong,
why dont i make it right?

I have no say in anything just controlled and told.
I was never good enough and never will,
Im at the end of the rope and its just been cut.
let go of the places i have been.
All their blank faces, and empty,
just pushes aside to the back of the room.
I hate myself for the fact
that i keep going through the suffering.

He grabs my arm like he's holding on for life,
but im the one whos fighting for it,
holding as hard as he can..
the bruises fade after time
but it never escapes the mind.
Its all in my head i sometimes think,
its not what it seems, at times.

I wonder if they can hear the screams being held inside.
Its a never ending fight for life.
Sick of trying...
Sick of crying...
I know I've been smiling...
But inside I'm dying

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Comments on this poem/writing:

Meridian (205.188.116.200) -- Wednesday, June 30 2004, 09:25 pm

Feeling your pain

Ouch! Crush Me! Don't think you're never good enough because, then your self-esteem will get like mine, sometimes, LOW.... Holding in emotions for a long time, it seems like you wanna erupt; like a volcano.... Sometimes it's hard not to....hahha.....

I love your poem!
Expressing so much!
Good job Crush Me!

Smiles,
Meridian
Crush me (151.205.195.218) -- Friday, July 2 2004, 03:02 am

thanks

thanks meridian, im glad u like it, ur poems are very good also!
 
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