I wake up screaming.
It feels as if your still here. Your cold and empty voice echoeing over in my ears. NO, No, please STOP as i scream No matter what I do i can still feel you, your in my dreams, which is most peoples safest place, but my nightmare. You said you loved me, but it felt differently, shouldn't you of respected my wishes? You pushed me hard on the bed these thoughts bore over and over in my head, I said No i meant stop.. If you loved me why couldnt you of listened? As you placed your cold sweaty palm over my mouth my only fear was you. I've known you my whole life you used to be nice. My cries nor my tears made you stop. Did you care enough to know what i didn't want? Its seems as if you'll never go away, but the worst part is i can still feel you, I can still hear your dark voice, I can still see those cold and empty eyes glaring down at me. I can never forget what you've done. Everything i use to know is gone. I can't forgive you or change what you've done I said no over and over again I repeated stop until i could no longer breathe, but for some reason that made it worst. I lay awake at night wondering how you sleep cause I did nothing wrong yet I'm the one that weeps and ask for forgiveness for what you've done when it should be you instead of me.
I wake up screaming because I can't forget you.