September 17th... An important day,to me that is...
It meant alot to me,that faithful day was my birthday...
I dont expect much... Presents need not be given but a simple exchange of greetings would do just fine...

A simple handshake or even a hug Will defintiely brighten up my day... It would stay with me till time ends... Everyone wished me well... Most of my friends remebered.. Because of my constant reminder... I was happy glad it pass by just fine...

But then i remembered... I have not recieved a greeting from you.. Even if you just left a simple message for me on my phone... That would be to my hearts content... My admiration for you have always been constant... You were always the person i think of the most...

BUt till the end of the day you didnt send me anything... You didnt made the effort to call me nor say it to me on the net... That totally broke my heart i was sad,hurt... All the things i did... All i wanted was just a simple greeting... I baked cookies for you... I made them for you you were the first and only person i would bake for but all this just went down the drain... You totally forgot about my Birthday... It's sad... I feel so pathetic... Drooing over you but you dont even care... Dont i mean a thing to you... I really wonder...

To add to it friends who were once close to me four years she actually said to me she forgot.. The other one didnt even bothered to say anything to me... Thorns were shove right into my heart... IT hurts.. Till now i'm still bleeding from that day...

Am i really such a failure... I have never really found a friend whom i can refer to as my bestest one... I have alot of friends... JUst superficial... No bonds between us we jus simply share the same interest and thats what brought us together... Male or female... I feel so lost...

I always thought i hold a little place in everyone heart.. It soesnt hae to be big just a tiny corner... I did be contented.. Especially in your heart... I feel so i cant put it down to words...

My feelings for you have died like an extinguished flame... Never to be relit even again... Never ever... I'm too hurt... I needed you a simple simnple request...