My Letter To God
I think its time
you and I have a little talk,
There's a few things I'd like to know
and a lot I'd like to say.
Now I know we'll never see eye to eye
apparently I hate you, and I know you feel the same.
I'd like to know, why you didn't stop him when her blood began to flow,
I'd like to understand why you hate women
and make them beg on there knees in front of a man.
Why you'd let my father beat his son, with a belt
until you could hear the dreams become numb
with every forgotten scream that'd echo.
Hello, I'm writing a letter to you god
just wanting to know why you wont let the memories go
another fist among-st my memories
and mother tells me story's of how he'd make her bleed
He's slowly becoming me,
The hate I bury deep inside
in hopes its deep enough unable to find.
I hate you god,you know this,
but three's more to then just you and I
It seems as if you want me to beg.
get on my knees and beg you please for my happiness,
I know you want me and it brings a smile upon your face
to watch me bleed, I'm far away from praying,
And I'm only talking to you as last resort
and you can smile now cause, you've got me on my hands and knees.
begging and crying for my baby.
now he promises me it'll be OK.
But It's a promise that you'd be more then happy to break
Hello god,I'm writing you a letter, I'm not begging you for forgiveness.
Because I know that you were the one that was wrong,
but this is between me and you. don't bring him along
leave him alone
I'm the one that hates you, the little girl in the corner
I prayed my last Pray when you wouldn't save my family from an abusive father.
its time we came to an understanding,
I know you hate me, and you want revenge,and me dying isn't an option, and isn't a treat.
but I guess, the agreement is.. I spend the rest of my life
on my knees begging you to keep my angel alive.
I guess, this is something I have to do,
But theres one last thing i've got to say, before
I get on my knees and beg to you.
Hello god, I'm writing a letter, addressed to "my savior"
Just to say "I hate you god and all you stand for"
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