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Missing You
Author: CD

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No one can take the place my mother has in my heart.
God needed an Angel, you had to depart.
I'm having a very hard time now since you have died.
My days have been so hard, all I've done is cried.
So many regrets of things I wanted to say.
Not understanding you leaving, why didn't you stay?
One minute you were here and then you were gone.
Lifes gotten so hard, so hard to move on. I miss your smile,
your laughter,and your face.
The way you did everything with style and such amazing grace.
The love in your heart for all you held dear.
Your kindness and intentions were always sincere.
I was so blessed to have had you all the years in my life.
The pain now not having you cuts like a knife.
It hasn't been the same since your no longer here.
So hard to believe it's been over a year.
And mother we all miss you and are saddened your not here.
We deal with this the best we can each day and all year.
My father truely loves you and is lost, alone, and sad.
His life never to be the same, losing all that he had.
It saddens me to see him in this sad state of mind.
Knowing only slowly he will heal given time.
Now a part of me is missing, my heart is broken too.
The one thing I want most, I can't have, which is you.
Sometimes I feel you still with me and close by my side.
At times I reach out to call you, forgetting you died.
The rest of my life will be lonely, I'll miss you everyday.
Mother always remember me I'm your baby girl Carol May.
And please keep a place for me in Heaven and send Angels my way.
Until my time comes, it's here I must stay.
I love you,

------- Author's Notes -------

In loving memory of my mother, Doris Marie.

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Comments on this poem/writing:

kimberly (4.63.240.158) -- Wednesday, October 2 2002, 09:26 pm

i understand you pain

I acn understand whatit is like to lose a parent i just lost my father on the 1st ofseptember and it is so hard an i still acnnot belive that he is gone it all happened so fast and so unexpetlly i am sadden for you for the loss of your mother may god be with you always and try to remeber that your mom and my dad also are with us no matter what and well be there togreet us when are time comes this poem is great i love it i am going to print it and put it up next to my fathers picture. thank you Kim :) <B>Jacqueline </B> (80.0.219.3)
LinzAy (152.163.201.191) -- Wednesday, February 5 2003, 12:28 am

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Made me cry.....because it reminded me of how we all feel since we dont have my grandmother with us. She was the sweetest most caring person. She had a cut out of a missing child near her statue of jesus and she would pray for them. She owuld help us anytime we needed help from anywhere. No matter what she was always there. She still is. It's weird. When things get really bad and i feel like there's nothing that makes this life worth living, not that i think about suicide or anything...just get really depressed...Anyway...when i feel like that i'll take a deep breath in from crying and she's there.I can smell her. And although it makes me cry more its out of happiness that even after her death she's still here for me. Thankyou for such an awesome heartfelt poem CD.
laura (209.7.140.15) -- Thursday, February 6 2003, 07:46 pm

why

it was very good and i loved it so much
Censina (81.131.103.227) -- Tuesday, May 6 2003, 07:02 pm

The pain never goes

I lost my mum two years ago and still the wound is very raw, the loss of a mparent must be one of the most dificult things to handle, poems like these help ease the pain Thanks
Charlotte Constantine (unknown) -- Wednesday, April 21 2004, 03:03 pm

Im very sorry for your loss

I am very sorry for your loss. I know how you feel, it will get easier in time, you'll just have to be patient.
eliza (66.201.151.220) -- Wednesday, April 28 2004, 10:27 pm

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wonderful poem!!
Terrie* (65.148.208.86) -- Thursday, April 29 2004, 01:17 am

CD,

beautiful/heartwarming/heartfelt...i know the feelin' too well, lost and miss my mom dearly..thank you for sharing something so close to your heart, thank you for sharing your Angel...Terrie*
 
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