Hiding all the anger
Lashing out in fear
Sarcasm shows my love
Making blindfolded choices
Violent distortions
This is how I handle
My share of lifes proportions
Scared to ask for love
I'm mad at everyone instead
I'm known as the family disgrace
I just wish I was dead
Scrambled up words
Profanity everywhere
Instead of asking for love
I push and I shove
Maybe it's cuz I'm scared of myself
Maybe it's cuz I don't know who I am
I'm scared to show myself
What I could become
I throw love aside
Because it never stays
I pass thoughts rite on by
Hopeing they'll go away
I was never shown love
My parents never cared
It's no wonder I'm as messed up as I am
It's no wonder I'm always so scared
I'm hopeing that one day will come
I can put this all away and be done
Never write another sour thoughted poem
And never have to feel this scared and alone

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