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Do You Hear Me?
27 May, 2003
Author: Shan

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Done things by myself for as long as I can remember
No family around to count on, just my crew
I was the only member

I've always put others first
Cuz I didn't know how to deal with myself
And when I felt I was about to burst...
I ignored the pain which only made it worse

It would eventually go away
And I figured I was fine
That was until the day
I tried to take my life that time

I never learned how to ask for advise
I figured noone who knew me would care
But I really dont want to loose this life
I dont want to die, or be depressed, I'm scared

I can't explain what I feel inside
I wouldn't wish apon anyone to know
But I wish I had someone to confide in
Someone to listen when I'm feeling low

I can't go through this alone anymore
I can't seem to find help on my own
I need to face the problems I ignore
But I'm to damn scared to do it alone

So I sit and write about all my problems
Hoping someone can relate to my cries
And maybe they will get help for themselves
And break out of their depressing lives

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Comments on this poem/writing:

Eric Miller (204.137.64.102) -- Thursday, May 29 2003, 02:40 pm

no title

If this is about you yourself, then I know the kind of pain your going through, and I know it isn't fun. Anyway, great poem.
shanell (70.112.249.92) -- Wednesday, August 23 2006, 08:15 pm

me and u

you are not alone
 
Name:                                           Remember Me

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