Where Did You Go? by Shan

How do I rid of pain?
The kind that's on the inside.
Tonight will be a long one,
a hell of a bumpy ride.

The tears have soaked through my pillow,
the thoughts have sunk my head.
Every thing's so blurry,
I just wish I was dead.

I feel like this cuz of my only friend,
who just so happened to die last week,
I want my life to end and move on
to the other life we all seek.

I grab my knife and push on down, the blood starts to run,
it figures that no ones around.
Why did you leave me, With this stupid world,
people won't let me be, and now everything's so twirled.

Please dont' go away,
I'm coming to find you,
Where ever you are, STAY,
I'll bring memories too.

The knife didn't do it,
Hell i'm still here.
I can't make it through it,
not in a million years.

hey what happened???
everything is dark,
there's only that one light,
I guess that knife made it's mark.

Wait, I can't leave my family,
what will they do?
No one to call shannon,
nothing they can do.

Please not yet, it's not time!
for me to go.
I'm dead now,
I guess it's what I wanted.

WHERE ARE YOU,
ARE YOU HERE??
come find me please,
i'll be waiting for you here.

Shauntecka Wilkins (206.77.0.156) -- Sunday, September 12 2004, 03:15 pm

Number 1 Fan
In regards, im sincerely sorry for your lost but, please don't stop loving yuorself by puttng yourself in a perdicerment that you cant get out of because wiether you know it or not you are my insperation while I am here at this progam. I know that we are distant because I am in ATX and your there but to me we are very close spirtually! So stay motivated Gurl and keep yo head up!

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