I deserve this

i deserve to be alone
and not kill myself from it
but the fact that nobody ever calls my phone
sometimes makes me wanna throw a fit

i had everything i could ever want before
and that wasn't enough
i always wanted more
i always thought it was tough

but now i know what lonely really is all about
and now i know what's its like to have everything you want
fall apart and turn inside out
now all that's inside of me is anxiety and doubt

i deserve to have nobody to cuddle with at night
and i deserve to be hated by all
the things i lied about, just weren't right
and i deserve to fall
but that doesn't make it any easier

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